Sunday, December 28, 2003
the year is coming to a close... n i'm not spending the switch over from 2003 to 2004 in Singapore
many things can happen in a year -- new friends found, new enemies created, new perspective of people, and people with new perspective of u
to those whom i've offended unknowingly, those upon whom i'd aroused anger, frustration, disappointment, disgust, fear, hatred, evasion, I'M SORRY
to those who have been there and providing warmth, both with acknowledgement n anonymosity, those who gave a helping hand, who gave way to compromise, who sacrificed their own desires and needs, who looked into details whenever i overlooked, who listened, who shared, THANK YOU
many things can happen in a year -- new friends found, new enemies created, new perspective of people, and people with new perspective of u
to those whom i've offended unknowingly, those upon whom i'd aroused anger, frustration, disappointment, disgust, fear, hatred, evasion, I'M SORRY
to those who have been there and providing warmth, both with acknowledgement n anonymosity, those who gave a helping hand, who gave way to compromise, who sacrificed their own desires and needs, who looked into details whenever i overlooked, who listened, who shared, THANK YOU
Friday, December 26, 2003
Part E 2003
it's great to c u guys again... but i hate it when i can't enjoy the fun to when everyone else is
haha... to c all the cheeky faces when pple ask "why something something", and the shaking of fingers when saying "eh, dui le dui le" and everything else... all the familiar actions n words
it's heart warming to c a bunch of idiots laughing n crapping together again, after so long, so long...
wonder when's the next time we'll mass meet again... bet it won't be soon
merry christmas guys... and do take care of urselves
it's great to c u guys again... but i hate it when i can't enjoy the fun to when everyone else is
haha... to c all the cheeky faces when pple ask "why something something", and the shaking of fingers when saying "eh, dui le dui le" and everything else... all the familiar actions n words
it's heart warming to c a bunch of idiots laughing n crapping together again, after so long, so long...
wonder when's the next time we'll mass meet again... bet it won't be soon
merry christmas guys... and do take care of urselves
Thursday, December 25, 2003
i like christmas
christmas, it's a day u look back at the year behind u..
... a day u look at the things u have done this year n u ask urself
"what have i fulfilled this year?"
... a day u look at the people around u and u ask urself
"how much warmth have i brought to them this year?"
when u start to know more pple, and more pple get to know u, u realise how insignificant u can get in this overpopulated city
when u start to grow up, u'll realise, every christmas blessing, is no more just a "have a nice day" wish
they remind u tt u r not forgotten, and how wide ur social circle is...
... but shallow
when chapters n chapters unravel in ur own life story, u'll realise that a book can't contain too many protagonist...
some seem to be one, but turn out they're just passers-by -- u feel tt u're wasting ur time writing abt them;
some u don't take notice of, r silently paving another climax in ur story -- u feel u could have written more abt these people... u just don't know who is the real protagonists
sometimes u're just too tired u give up looking for these people...
... but wad's a story when there's no one to write abt?
everyone is writing his or her own story, whose protagonist are u?
it's a festive occasion...
... a day u discover, how much u have grown up
... a day u find out, how valuable intangible things are
... a day u know actually, how lost u really r
it's only christmas, tt will remind u of ur existence
reminding u tt u're alone...
... so do learn to treasure
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to those who walked into my life:
MERRY CHRISTMAS
christmas, it's a day u look back at the year behind u..
... a day u look at the things u have done this year n u ask urself
"what have i fulfilled this year?"
... a day u look at the people around u and u ask urself
"how much warmth have i brought to them this year?"
when u start to know more pple, and more pple get to know u, u realise how insignificant u can get in this overpopulated city
when u start to grow up, u'll realise, every christmas blessing, is no more just a "have a nice day" wish
they remind u tt u r not forgotten, and how wide ur social circle is...
... but shallow
when chapters n chapters unravel in ur own life story, u'll realise that a book can't contain too many protagonist...
some seem to be one, but turn out they're just passers-by -- u feel tt u're wasting ur time writing abt them;
some u don't take notice of, r silently paving another climax in ur story -- u feel u could have written more abt these people... u just don't know who is the real protagonists
sometimes u're just too tired u give up looking for these people...
... but wad's a story when there's no one to write abt?
everyone is writing his or her own story, whose protagonist are u?
it's a festive occasion...
... a day u discover, how much u have grown up
... a day u find out, how valuable intangible things are
... a day u know actually, how lost u really r
it's only christmas, tt will remind u of ur existence
reminding u tt u're alone...
... so do learn to treasure
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to those who walked into my life:
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Monday, December 08, 2003
i like concerts
u c ur frens in their best outfit
u c ur frens n their group of frens
u c ur frens at their most excited moments of their life
u get to recall how this person left a footstep in ur life
when xiao mei n i smiled at each other after the concert outside lt3, i could hear the million "thanx" she wanted to say. no words, no nothing, she smiled her usual sweet smile. i knew she dunno wad to say... we haven caught up for quite some time, n she din wanna get too emotional at this moment... she did say "thanks" before that, but this smile meant much more
it's good to have a fren like xiao mei in life u noe, she's those kind who becomes very fumbly when it comes to counselling. always complaining she's not good at consoling pple. but little does she noe her mere presence, her silent listening, was enough when i was down in the emotions. xiao mei, it's enough
pple come n pple go, just like clouds in the sky. the more pple u noe, the more u understand urself. cos thru conversing u find out a different side of u u probably never discovered. n the more pple u noe, the clearer u noe who r those whom u really care for, who cares for u, n whom u wanna walk thru with in ur life
sometimes in life, u really wonder wad the hell is the creator trying to do. often u'll have frens of the opposite sex whom u teng2, or whom u have feelings for, or whom makes u feel appreciated, and yet are not those who r gonna walk with u in ur life. they come n go, just like rainbows arched upon the blue sky: u noe they're gonna disappear soon, but its presence has made the sky a more magnificent portrait.
maybe u've been close before, but u noe u won't be close for long... u noe years down the road, u're gonna have the feeling of "hey this person n i share so much then"... such memories carries so much nostalgia, sometimes u really wonder "is it better this way? or should we have not started in the 1st place?"
life is short, the relationship we have with pple are all the more shorter...
cos of the hectic life, cos of the different dreams, soon, close friends will be another part of memory
xiao mei, if u're reading this, i wanna tell u, before the rainbow fades away...THANK YOU VERY MUCH for being there when i was down... maybe u din noe, now i'll let u noe how much i appreciate such a xiao mei as u... da jie will probably never find such a cute n always-ready-to-listen xiao mei in my life... u've left a footstep, a HUUUUGE footstep in the fantastic life of teo kian wee... pls remember that... and like wad u always tell ur frens... BE SAFE
u c ur frens in their best outfit
u c ur frens n their group of frens
u c ur frens at their most excited moments of their life
u get to recall how this person left a footstep in ur life
when xiao mei n i smiled at each other after the concert outside lt3, i could hear the million "thanx" she wanted to say. no words, no nothing, she smiled her usual sweet smile. i knew she dunno wad to say... we haven caught up for quite some time, n she din wanna get too emotional at this moment... she did say "thanks" before that, but this smile meant much more
it's good to have a fren like xiao mei in life u noe, she's those kind who becomes very fumbly when it comes to counselling. always complaining she's not good at consoling pple. but little does she noe her mere presence, her silent listening, was enough when i was down in the emotions. xiao mei, it's enough
pple come n pple go, just like clouds in the sky. the more pple u noe, the more u understand urself. cos thru conversing u find out a different side of u u probably never discovered. n the more pple u noe, the clearer u noe who r those whom u really care for, who cares for u, n whom u wanna walk thru with in ur life
sometimes in life, u really wonder wad the hell is the creator trying to do. often u'll have frens of the opposite sex whom u teng2, or whom u have feelings for, or whom makes u feel appreciated, and yet are not those who r gonna walk with u in ur life. they come n go, just like rainbows arched upon the blue sky: u noe they're gonna disappear soon, but its presence has made the sky a more magnificent portrait.
maybe u've been close before, but u noe u won't be close for long... u noe years down the road, u're gonna have the feeling of "hey this person n i share so much then"... such memories carries so much nostalgia, sometimes u really wonder "is it better this way? or should we have not started in the 1st place?"
life is short, the relationship we have with pple are all the more shorter...
cos of the hectic life, cos of the different dreams, soon, close friends will be another part of memory
xiao mei, if u're reading this, i wanna tell u, before the rainbow fades away...THANK YOU VERY MUCH for being there when i was down... maybe u din noe, now i'll let u noe how much i appreciate such a xiao mei as u... da jie will probably never find such a cute n always-ready-to-listen xiao mei in my life... u've left a footstep, a HUUUUGE footstep in the fantastic life of teo kian wee... pls remember that... and like wad u always tell ur frens... BE SAFE
Saturday, December 06, 2003
i feel like a pig.... just ran around the neighbourhood after how many weeks never run, then now leg sour like siao... oh no at this rate i'm goin i'm gonna get unfit for NS... tulban... i think it's time....
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hectic week ahead, can't seem to c any day to rest cos of zwxh camp... not bad can get to expand social circle once more cos got sec4 coming... then somemore u noe drama thing very little guys, i.e, a lot of girls... muahahahaha... the chikoism in me is evolving!! beware!!
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hehe, nice song?? my favourite cartoon comic
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hectic week ahead, can't seem to c any day to rest cos of zwxh camp... not bad can get to expand social circle once more cos got sec4 coming... then somemore u noe drama thing very little guys, i.e, a lot of girls... muahahahaha... the chikoism in me is evolving!! beware!!
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hehe, nice song?? my favourite cartoon comic
