路越难走，我越坚强

guys mood swing too
here's a classic example

hormones, must be hormones
from my face u can tell

one moment there's confidence
one moment there's desolation
one moment there's resilience
one moment there's pessimism
one moment u care for others more
one moment u care for feel u neglect urself

this is teenagehood
transition
confusion

rain... chatter of water droplets... chill... calmness
tranquility

questions in the mind, i can't find an answer as yet
torrents in the heart, i can't pacify so soon
but at least i've made up my mind
i'm ready for the conclusion, good or bad

maybe it's really the process tt matters

thanx denzyl
thanx justin
thanx kerm
thanx zn
thanx 4
thanx for the courage u all plant into my life
thanx for making me know i'm normal

even the sky tears
why can't a guy feel helpless?
tranquility

suddenly... life seems like a blank piece of paper... u scribble n draw on it... but ultimately, it goes down the trash bin

nothing seems interesting anymore
nothing seems funny anymore

wad kind of life i want, i don't know
wad kind of life i'm leading, i don't know either

i only noe there are responsibilities to fulfill
i only noe there are frens to care for
i only noe there are pple to shower love with

but wad else?

when u noe everything u do will be history n just history, wad can u look forward to?
u're just a robot

i'm not being negative... i'm just........ numb

aha... just realised a suitable assimilation method that suits me better

progressive learning instead of topical learning:
1st remember the big concepts. this enable u to remember the topics n roughly wad they are toking abt.
when the big concepts r stable, go into the details, the substantiatives. they act as a support to ur big concepts, as well as aid in remembering the big concepts. by remembering the big concepts, u may recall some of the smaller details, or vice versa. hence it becomes a compliment rather than disjoint set.

input n output, obtain a balance:
u need to install information, as well as apply them
when u install too much, there comes a saturation point
when u apply too much, there comes a information vacuum.
so, let it out n let it in, this helps to refresh ur memory as well as leave a stronger impression on ur information.

too bad this self discovery comes at the last day of revision for my promos... really helpful lor... but nvm life is a learning process

can't study any more, cos arts subject u can't really apply urself u noe, so saturation point is reached... the ideas r gonna crystallise at this rate i'm goin

tmr hurry up come lah... really wanna put chinese as last paper of last day from 1300 - 1600 when u can actually put it from 0815 - 1115.... really wanna wake up n find that u have to wait another few more hours before it'll be over n yet u have no more mood to study

karaoke here i come man!!! u just wait 24 hr n i'll come hoot u....

I'm a balancist.

life should attain a balance. there's so many things to do in life, sometimes u just get too engrossed in 1 tt u forget abt the rest. here's wad i think should be in life

20% -- family
20% -- friends
20% -- relationship
20% -- work
20% -- yourself

of cos there's more to come in the unpredictable life ahead. these r just some basic things that will weigh more in life.

each part of ur life should compliment the rest.

dun be kept in ur family, u need to be exposed to more kinds of pple in the society
dun be stick ur frens, ur frens need their own life
dun be sunken in ur relationship, there's more to life then sharing your love with ur loved one
dun be engrossed in ur work, it's just non living things after all
dun be too obsessed with urself, there's pple out there who needs u

spending quality time on each is more important instead of spending quantity time. everytime u engage in one of them, put ur heart n soul, dun digress

but of cos there's times when things gets more important then the rest. allow changes to be made then. but when u realise one of them is taking up 50% of ur life, u noe something is not goin rite. keep ur cool, dun lose ur balance

life alone is lifeless. but there's something to learn in every part of ur life, whether big or small. spend some time goin deep into them, n u'll realise, life isn't that boring after all.

family
u need to get out to grow up, so u needa learn to cope with ur frens, partner, work n urself
friends
u need go thru more before u can share with ur frens, so u needa go thru ups n down with ur family, ur partner, work n urself
relationship
like frens, u needa noe more before u can share with ur partner, n u needa learn how to develop a better relationship, so u needa share abt ur relationship with ur family, frens, and also spend time concentrating on ur work and let thoughts settle by urself
work
work is dead, u need more lively things to boost ur performance, so u needa talk abt work to ur family, ur frens, ur partner n urself
urself
u need things to think of, so go n get involved with the rest of ur life!

y m i crapping here? cos i'm a balancist.. i need time to myself =)
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enrich ur life to enrich ur relationship
enhance ur relationship to enhance ur life

SONG DEDICATION

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To the girl who moved my heart


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