Sunday, August 31, 2003
emotional weekend for me... things to look back at, things to look forward to
everyone is growing up... more matured i guess... more temporamental...
wad will he be bothered by in years to come?
wad would she be elated over years down the road?
wad will i care abt 10 years from now?
good bye little teo..
everyone is growing up... more matured i guess... more temporamental...
wad will he be bothered by in years to come?
wad would she be elated over years down the road?
wad will i care abt 10 years from now?
good bye little teo..
Saturday, August 30, 2003
chinese r really indoctrined by confusius ideology.... to contribute to society... sometimes when u really dun contribute u feel xtra n useless.. but guess diff pple diff strength, u won't get to contribute much till u encounter a particular area of ur capability
goin watch grace yibing mingjuan perform later at boys brigade hq with cong he pple... then if got time goin to sci centre mars party with chou wei.... hehe this is getting fun... zwxh is at once not abt work, at last we get to have fun together... hope there's time to rush down... n getting to noe more pple more in depth is definitely something valuable
day 2 gone.... hope 2 more days will be useful n fruitful in terms of studies.... pple must make good use of these holidays orh!
goin watch grace yibing mingjuan perform later at boys brigade hq with cong he pple... then if got time goin to sci centre mars party with chou wei.... hehe this is getting fun... zwxh is at once not abt work, at last we get to have fun together... hope there's time to rush down... n getting to noe more pple more in depth is definitely something valuable
day 2 gone.... hope 2 more days will be useful n fruitful in terms of studies.... pple must make good use of these holidays orh!
Friday, August 29, 2003
Teacher's Day
Today is really a day of mixed feelings. It's always during this kind of gathering, after long periods of never-seeing-each-other, that gives me the tots. tt's y u find my tone today different too. 1st comes the anticipation, next comes the meeting, then comes the catching up.
went sakae to wallop all the sushi with 6 others. best lor really not full n ni4.. toked like we never toked before. it's been long since i had this chance, chance to crap with this group of crappers.. haha
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the fact tt i'm so emotional really makes me wonder wad kind of guy is an emotional guy. is emotional guy considered weakling? well i guess not but i can't accept the guess.. u c sometimes one needs to be strong but just can't.. sometimes just think too much, though i noe it's useless, but it's just something i can't control... esp when it comes to having feelings for someone, tots will cripple me sometimes.. not very good, but not very controllable either. who says guys must be strong, here's a classic example when guess can feel tt he's such a feeble create, unless i not guy lah.. cannot be i check liao.. i am wad... haha k crapping... guess maybe becos grow up with soft toys n sis around me.. sometimes need someone to indulge in, to show ur love n to feel appreciated...u noe tt kind of feeling... unexplainable... wonder m i the only guy around feeling this...
why do humans have to be carried away by emotions??
Today is really a day of mixed feelings. It's always during this kind of gathering, after long periods of never-seeing-each-other, that gives me the tots. tt's y u find my tone today different too. 1st comes the anticipation, next comes the meeting, then comes the catching up.
went sakae to wallop all the sushi with 6 others. best lor really not full n ni4.. toked like we never toked before. it's been long since i had this chance, chance to crap with this group of crappers.. haha
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the fact tt i'm so emotional really makes me wonder wad kind of guy is an emotional guy. is emotional guy considered weakling? well i guess not but i can't accept the guess.. u c sometimes one needs to be strong but just can't.. sometimes just think too much, though i noe it's useless, but it's just something i can't control... esp when it comes to having feelings for someone, tots will cripple me sometimes.. not very good, but not very controllable either. who says guys must be strong, here's a classic example when guess can feel tt he's such a feeble create, unless i not guy lah.. cannot be i check liao.. i am wad... haha k crapping... guess maybe becos grow up with soft toys n sis around me.. sometimes need someone to indulge in, to show ur love n to feel appreciated...u noe tt kind of feeling... unexplainable... wonder m i the only guy around feeling this...
why do humans have to be carried away by emotions??
Sunday, August 24, 2003
ZWXH
wah feeling more n more hao3 wan2 in zwxh esp when everybody toks cok basically n have fun regardless of time spent not studying... yeah this is the kind of life i've been looking forward to n lucky i made the rite choice... bet i'll miss all of them end of next year
still think zhi chou is close... n bian shen is still quite left out... this is not good... but it's a good idea to set up committee instead of everything zhi wei do alone... must include bian shen in more activities... must find lobang for them
ge yao so fun yesterday... buthen just too bad wasn't in the rite mood... mind was half the time half blank cos i'm half awake... wah nu ren was woo la la n woohooo n wah seh n hwee-u-hweed... aiyah too bad i spoilt my own day by being so lathargic (prefect engrand)... n worst of all din take enough fotos... gek4 sim1 dui2 xim2 gua1... got alot of things to say lah but shall leave it to Mr Diary to read the rest... oh n kenna niaoed by zhou2 chong2 qing4... he said "not bad find mc of the same height"... thanx say i very tall lor.... stupid doremon
i'm looking forward to AWWA... btw guys fyi we're goin to Whampoa CC to put up a skit on mid autumn... guess wad i'm the hou
wah feeling more n more hao3 wan2 in zwxh esp when everybody toks cok basically n have fun regardless of time spent not studying... yeah this is the kind of life i've been looking forward to n lucky i made the rite choice... bet i'll miss all of them end of next year
still think zhi chou is close... n bian shen is still quite left out... this is not good... but it's a good idea to set up committee instead of everything zhi wei do alone... must include bian shen in more activities... must find lobang for them
ge yao so fun yesterday... buthen just too bad wasn't in the rite mood... mind was half the time half blank cos i'm half awake... wah nu ren was woo la la n woohooo n wah seh n hwee-u-hweed... aiyah too bad i spoilt my own day by being so lathargic (prefect engrand)... n worst of all din take enough fotos... gek4 sim1 dui2 xim2 gua1... got alot of things to say lah but shall leave it to Mr Diary to read the rest... oh n kenna niaoed by zhou2 chong2 qing4... he said "not bad find mc of the same height"... thanx say i very tall lor.... stupid doremon
i'm looking forward to AWWA... btw guys fyi we're goin to Whampoa CC to put up a skit on mid autumn... guess wad i'm the hou
Saturday, August 23, 2003
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah the phargue... i just posted something but it din get posted.... i'm gonna retype today's blog.... THANX
ZWXH
think it's getting more n more fun in here... esp when all the pple here toks cok non stop regardless of time spent on studies... n very concerned group of pple...it's the kind of environment i've been looking for... glad i made the rite choice... bet i'll miss the group after grad...
zhi chou is close but bian shen is like left out... not a good sign... must look for more lobang for them to engage in... but it's still a better idea to have committee instead of zhi wei bao1 ga4 liao4...
yesterday ge yao was so roxy... just tt i wasn't in the rite mood to mc.... nu ren was like woo hoo and woo la la and wah lew and hwee-u-hweed.... too bad i was too lathargic to spoil my own day... could have been better... half the time my brain half full cos i'm half awake... din sleep well for very long... guess wad i'm busy with...... Piece of Wreak
i'm looking forward to AWWA... fyi info guys we're goin to Whampoa CC to put up a skit on Mid Autumn Festival... guess wad... i'm the hou yi lor (waaah so NEEDED rite?) but nvm i'll bring my chang er to the moon to eat mooncake while watching the jade rabbits dance to the rythm of "moon of the fifteenth" (waaaah even more NEEDED rite?)
busying with MAF stall... if rain comes tt day then there goes my dream of wishing well... so fellow worshippers help me pray for dry weather on tt day
Event: Mid Autumn Festival
Date: 13 Sept 2003
Time: 6pm onwards
Things to bring: $$$$$, other half, romance
thinking of zhi chou chalet or zhi bian chalet... hafta go n ask around
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Part E
wah lew been years since i tok cok with u all lor..... wad the hell lah busy till this state.... guess i won't be free to catch up with u all till after hols... n dunno after hols got things or not... how u pple??? all maturing away while i'm still my kina self rite! never wait for me!!
teachers day celebration... another big gathering ah... pass the msg we all meet in sch onz bohz....
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ZWXH
think it's getting more n more fun in here... esp when all the pple here toks cok non stop regardless of time spent on studies... n very concerned group of pple...it's the kind of environment i've been looking for... glad i made the rite choice... bet i'll miss the group after grad...
zhi chou is close but bian shen is like left out... not a good sign... must look for more lobang for them to engage in... but it's still a better idea to have committee instead of zhi wei bao1 ga4 liao4...
yesterday ge yao was so roxy... just tt i wasn't in the rite mood to mc.... nu ren was like woo hoo and woo la la and wah lew and hwee-u-hweed.... too bad i was too lathargic to spoil my own day... could have been better... half the time my brain half full cos i'm half awake... din sleep well for very long... guess wad i'm busy with...... Piece of Wreak
i'm looking forward to AWWA... fyi info guys we're goin to Whampoa CC to put up a skit on Mid Autumn Festival... guess wad... i'm the hou yi lor (waaah so NEEDED rite?) but nvm i'll bring my chang er to the moon to eat mooncake while watching the jade rabbits dance to the rythm of "moon of the fifteenth" (waaaah even more NEEDED rite?)
busying with MAF stall... if rain comes tt day then there goes my dream of wishing well... so fellow worshippers help me pray for dry weather on tt day
Event: Mid Autumn Festival
Date: 13 Sept 2003
Time: 6pm onwards
Things to bring: $$$$$, other half, romance
thinking of zhi chou chalet or zhi bian chalet... hafta go n ask around
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Part E
wah lew been years since i tok cok with u all lor..... wad the hell lah busy till this state.... guess i won't be free to catch up with u all till after hols... n dunno after hols got things or not... how u pple??? all maturing away while i'm still my kina self rite! never wait for me!!
teachers day celebration... another big gathering ah... pass the msg we all meet in sch onz bohz....
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Saturday, August 16, 2003
after today's long day in sch doing maf things, i realised how much i've been enjoying in zwxh. haha it's really my kind of pple in it, the more chinese speaking cum like to work together kind. glad i made the choice to join zwxh exco instead of canoe. busy but happy =)
i'm in charge of my zwxh maf stall, currently facing some permission problem... oh yah ge yao i'll be the mc... so pple free come n look c look c, tickets are free!!!
gonna do something to the class... gonna organise activities n make life active... the stupid ct rep has been sleeping for months... this cannot go on!
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confusion... life is a choice lor... irritating feelings...
i'm in charge of my zwxh maf stall, currently facing some permission problem... oh yah ge yao i'll be the mc... so pple free come n look c look c, tickets are free!!!
gonna do something to the class... gonna organise activities n make life active... the stupid ct rep has been sleeping for months... this cannot go on!
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confusion... life is a choice lor... irritating feelings...
if time flies...... i shoot lor.... although i'm toking cok lah
tonnes of things to do... cip story telling, cip mad hair, maf stall prep, zwxh ge1 yao2, then maybe dio mc, PW, school work to catch up, buy present for all those concerned...... the graph of work to do against time is exponential.... BAGUS!!
pple i'm very hasty hasty nowadays, even if can c u all also half hearted cos got things to settle, pls pardon me. bascially my mind is in a mess: left corner is ge1 yao2, rite corner is maf, front lobe is cip, back lope is PW....... oh n pimples is proportionate to the work to do lah, so yah thanx pimple god for giving me such a gift... nandri
got no time to catch up with anyone....... dun say work lor, catch up with work is like a snail catching up with a rocket lor... never seen a snail shooting towards the sky rite? worried abt block test lor....
guess things will settle down after maf.. but still got block test n PW... of all... ok pple who read this come support my ZWXH stall during maf
HCJC Mid Autumn Festival 03
Date: 13 sept
Time: 6pm
how u guys???????
tonnes of things to do... cip story telling, cip mad hair, maf stall prep, zwxh ge1 yao2, then maybe dio mc, PW, school work to catch up, buy present for all those concerned...... the graph of work to do against time is exponential.... BAGUS!!
pple i'm very hasty hasty nowadays, even if can c u all also half hearted cos got things to settle, pls pardon me. bascially my mind is in a mess: left corner is ge1 yao2, rite corner is maf, front lobe is cip, back lope is PW....... oh n pimples is proportionate to the work to do lah, so yah thanx pimple god for giving me such a gift... nandri
got no time to catch up with anyone....... dun say work lor, catch up with work is like a snail catching up with a rocket lor... never seen a snail shooting towards the sky rite? worried abt block test lor....
guess things will settle down after maf.. but still got block test n PW... of all... ok pple who read this come support my ZWXH stall during maf
HCJC Mid Autumn Festival 03
Date: 13 sept
Time: 6pm
how u guys???????
Saturday, August 09, 2003
Happy National Day!!!!!!
went back to c junior march.... hm feels proud to c them growing n thinking more maturely, like you know that they're growing up to be more useful n constructive pple who noes wad is work n wad is play too... glad tt though din noe the current part c now well they still can crap with me... haha
din wanna go tchs celebrations cos dun wan to immerse in a group of cynical guys.. guess with girls around much better
not a bad guess after all.. singing n dancing was high... singing n dancing like never do before.. never had such an enjoyable national day celebration before... hai... so sad guys tends to be cynical when together... wooo I LOVE TO DANCE
4343 outing... go watch <> then sang song... song very bui song cos not enough hours... just goin to get high singing when suddenly "Last Song for the Day. Thank You for coming"... really thanx lor.... then went kan's house to makan.... wooo kan is so cheena but his house is so modern....nobody noes man
life getting rather complicated now.... frens crossing each other's life like smoke n u dun really noe who is really worth ur attention cos everyone is busy with their own business n dun have time to interact... so sad
went back to c junior march.... hm feels proud to c them growing n thinking more maturely, like you know that they're growing up to be more useful n constructive pple who noes wad is work n wad is play too... glad tt though din noe the current part c now well they still can crap with me... haha
din wanna go tchs celebrations cos dun wan to immerse in a group of cynical guys.. guess with girls around much better
not a bad guess after all.. singing n dancing was high... singing n dancing like never do before.. never had such an enjoyable national day celebration before... hai... so sad guys tends to be cynical when together... wooo I LOVE TO DANCE
4343 outing... go watch <
life getting rather complicated now.... frens crossing each other's life like smoke n u dun really noe who is really worth ur attention cos everyone is busy with their own business n dun have time to interact... so sad
